Waiting

The process of waiting, is one of which, I have mixed feelings about. Being someone who is very choleric, I cannot stand time wastage, yet the slow process of waiting just allow the other melancholy side of me to drift into deep thoughts. Right now, I am waiting for the the person and Toa Payoh Safra to reply me, waiting. According to him, he has got 18 emails to reply and I am email number 16 =.= . Days like that, don't we just wana claim that verse "last shall be the first?"

I reached home yesterday, exhausted. I didn't do much, just collasped straight onto my bed. Perhaps, the 3hrs sleep from the previous night and the long day preceding it, had my adrenaline exhuasted.

Last night was actually a fruitful night. In a way, I really enjoy sitting down with my shepherd, going through with her my life. Evaluating, sharing, my learnings, my falls, my struggles, my visions, hope and dreams and goals. I talked about Chanel and what it stood for, about my plans, my worries, my excitement come january to start my lessons... haha.. basically, I just talk and talk. I really thank God for someone whom, I can be so vulenerable to, without worrying much. And she is very sweet to bless my rabbit with food! Also thought me singing too, how very exciting!

On my way home, I spent some time talking to God, praying. Sometimes, as human beings, we might not make the best decisions. Yet we know who holds our future and who holds our hand.

It's a new day, with new beginning

Oh.. and I saw some really nice D&G spectacle frame... wow. ^^

I realise my fonts are kinda big... shall do some adjustments...soon..